sadly..

"di nman masamang maging masaya but not at the expense of other people.."

this applies not only sa lovelife but to all aspects of "life"..

i'm a jolly person, i make fun of everything, i know i tend to be mean sometimes, but i see to it na if i offended someone, i say sorry or pinapauna ko na that i was just joking.. i don't do pranks though, kase iba iba ang reaksyon ng mga tao, the prank that i thought  would be just for fun might cause something bad to others. kahit naman ako makulit at malikot, i still consider other people's feelings, i try to put myself in that situation na what if the same thing would happen to me, how would react, or how would i feel about it.

hypothetical questions

this one's from my other blog, i just reposted it.. think about this one..

Hmmn.. as far as i know, sa mga beauty pageant lang uso those types of questions… if you were given a chance.. blah.. blah.. blah.. but know what, we tried it, tho were not aspiring beauty queens- pero pwede na rin! LOL- it made sense, far more than I expected..

I was asked, actually we, of those 'silly' questions and who said thinking of a good response is easy, mejo nabulabog din mga brain cells ko, mas gusto ko sana makinig at mang asar lang but no, those 'silly' questions would make you realize things na you haven't thought about or you have taken for granted, sad, but true..

It made me think of the what I did, things that are currently happening and what i really want in life.. this my sound silly, I don't even know if I'm making any sense at all, especially to those people who thought they 'knew' me, but hey! it's still me, this is just a part of me that i'm trying to share with you, u just don't know how HARD i tried! but I DID! LOL!

At first, i didn't take those questions seriously, but when I started to think of what i wanna say, imagine! i was speechless for more than a minute! that's something new to me, ako na ayaw tumigil sa pagdaldal! tsk!

Then it hit me.. those were the things that I avoid to even think of, because that's 'me' that I want to keep for myself alone, i know that only few people would understand, and some would even find it amusing, coming from me.. and that would definitely hurt.

Those 'hypothetical' questions kept me thinking.. and someone's still waiting for a response.. still.