sadly..

"di nman masamang maging masaya but not at the expense of other people.."

this applies not only sa lovelife but to all aspects of "life"..

i'm a jolly person, i make fun of everything, i know i tend to be mean sometimes, but i see to it na if i offended someone, i say sorry or pinapauna ko na that i was just joking.. i don't do pranks though, kase iba iba ang reaksyon ng mga tao, the prank that i thought  would be just for fun might cause something bad to others. kahit naman ako makulit at malikot, i still consider other people's feelings, i try to put myself in that situation na what if the same thing would happen to me, how would react, or how would i feel about it.

why???

didn't know how to react.. i know it would even sound pathetic pero i just heared that he has finally moved on.. that i'm glad to hear but i don't know why i still feel sad.. there's something i can't give a name unto.. i somewhat feel sad and glad at the same time… i could cry..

a friend told me that i shouldn't be sad, that i should learn to let go.. i know she has a point, but i don't know why, i still feel so low, its been too long anyway, he had just been an old familiar name on my address book but.. i don't know but it really feels weird..